So im going to tell you this problem i have instead of doing my 30 day challenge cause i am pissed.
If you are reading this and you know who you are, i am not mad at you 'ok' i was never mad at you.
I really get annoyed that you think im jelouse of what you have when i dont even want to go out with him. Ok I WISH i did go out with him but it will never happen.
OK OK if you are reading this D, i do like you and i dont wont this to sound weird, but i do want to go out with you but it will never happen and you wont ever like me.
No one will like me because they always think im angry at them when im NOT. I just get annoyed somtimes.
I am ugly and sometimes not a nice friend, but i try to improve i am very loyal to my friends and love them dearly.
I dont get things right and i will improve.
I get insecure of my body and dont like my posture or my figure of my body. I hate my nose and im ugly as.
I dont see why i have friends who love me, i know im mean sometimes but i just get annoyed.
And its like your trying to brag about your life saying your lifes perfect and you have all the boys especially HIM(d). It really peeves me of and i think your just trying to think your the best cause you have HIM and i dont have anyone to love.
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Now i'm not going to write what i say at the end of my blogs, because i am not in the mood to put somthing positive in my blog, when i am negative.
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GEORGIA.
Georgia i was NOT bragging about it, okay i was putting out my feelings so you know thats how i feel, and i was just asking Questions, it doesnt mean there true, i am thankfull you told me your not angry, because i really hope not, i still want you to come, there is no reason not for you to come, i said sorry before if this blog pissed you of or made you sad, but i had to put out my feelings and ask the questons so i knew what was actually true, you know i love you still, and i was not bragging about wat i have, because i dont brag, specially about this thing....
ReplyDeletei said i think your jelly, but mostly angry, soo i was not bragging
please still come, i really want you to come
there is no reason why you should not, i want you to come, and i am sorry if i offended you
i really am NOT bragging, okay, i dont want to i am never going to, because i dont like.. and i wouldnt brag about it at all, you do want to go out wiht him, and if he knew you better he would want to go out with you, you are BEAUTIFUL GEORGIA, dotn think other wise, you are SMART, BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS AMAZING AND EVERTHING, and if i guy cant see that, then stuff him, okay you dont need him, and soon he will reilise and come to you, but you choose to have him or not
i am so sorry i have pissed you off about this, i was just writing, i didnt think it would hert you, but please trust me i am NOT BRAGGING, i dont ever brag, i would NOT brag about this
i think you angry at me by the way you write you rmessages, it seems that, and when i asked you to not be angry you didnt say you werent, so i thought
YOU ARE NOT UGLY, IS NOT IN YOUR BODY, YOU are a kind heart, some times your not nice to me, but some times i am not nice to you, we have our days i know you try, i do,
I SEE WHY you have friends that love you, i love you because you are all ways there for me, and you are crazy and beautiful, and amazing and make me smile
i thought you were ABIT jelly, but mostly angry at me..... i'm sorry for assuming...
did you read the start of my blog, of cours i dont think my stupid life is perfect, jesuse, my life is never perfect, i didnt say that at all, it annoys me your saying i think i am perfect and i am jst so every thing, when we both no i am NOT please dont say that,
i do NOT think i am the best, just because someone likes me, woopyfreakydo i have a guy, big woop, i idont really care, if i do or not, i never wanted this, him, but it happend and we cant change it.... its fate.... unfortunatly
you do have some one to love, an di dont have some one to love, do you see me with a boyfriend, no so why would i have some bldy to love
We are BOTH in the SAME situation, you like some one that likes me, and i like some one that likes you, see we are the same, we both have th esame problem
i no you get annoyed, but i would like you to tell me why because if you dont then i am going to do the same mistake over and over and your gonna get pissed at me, and i wont know why
forgive me please, but i had to write my feelings, .......... i ll delete the blog if you really want me to
i love you still
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P.s shit, sorry its long, goshies, oops :P
P.p.s i love you georgia, no matter what happends between us
P.P.s PLEASE COME STILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i will thanks get on skype
ReplyDeletethank you georgia, i love you darling babe xxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxox
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